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For you and your mummy

You'll see me in the morning frost, that mists your window pane.
Thats me in all the summer showers, dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze, from a gentle wind that blows.
thats me, i'll be there, planting kisses on your nose.
when you see a child thats playing and your heart feels a tug.
thats me, i'll be there giving your heart a hug.

I'm in the arms of the angels, and they sings me lullabies.


Keep your mummy strong

love n hugs your Aunty Jenni xxx

Jenni Jamieson (Friend) 4 weeks ago

Miss you

How come some days are so much harder to get through than others. I can't seem to find the strength today. I wish you were in my arms. I'm due in 6 weeks with your baby brother and all I can think of what should have been.

Sometimes it'a hard to see through the clouds of missing you. Sometimes it's hard to remember your beauty.

A minute ago you're big sister just built me a book from some mega blocks and said that they were for her brother, she asked me to put them in your cabinet and I did it. She misses you too, she misses knowing you.

I wish things could be different, I wish I could turn back time. No matter what I know you were too poorly to ever survive but that doesn't heal the David shaped hole in my heart, that on days like today, feels like it's overtaking my life.

I love you wee man, I always have, I always will.

Amanda Beanland (Mother) September 13, 2009

Happy EDD Anniversary

on you'e 2nd EDD anniversary we are thinking about you as always and wishing things had been so different. We love you so much baby boy, and I wish I had you in my arms :(

Love you with all our hearts to the moon and back

Forever and Always

Mummy, Daddy, Lisa, James, Kyker Boo, Ellie Belly, AJ Bump, Granny, Granndad, Mikey Monster Dog and Jackey Boi (Woofers from them!).




Though your miles and miles away I see you everyday, I don't have to try I just close my eyes.

xoxoxoxo

Amanda Beanland (Mother) August 25, 2009

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Forever and alwasy

Amanda Beanland (Mother) August 19, 2009

:( sad mummy

How come you can have the world in your hand... You can be truely grateful for the things you have, but you can still feel such raw bitter pain for the one thing taken from you. I miss my son, i should have been plannin his birthday soon, not wonderin how to mark a 2nd edd anniversary :( empty arms for the boy lost never fades :(

Love you dayday ♥ mummy's sorry if she ever let you down. I done wat i done to take away your pain and pass it eternally to me. The pain of missing you i endure daily but if it stops you ever feeling pain then mummy did her best - and she was always told her best was good enough. I hope you feel that. Forever and always my only "wee man" mummy loves you ♥

Amanda Beanland (Mother) August 10, 2009

For your Mummy

Maz you will never understand how i admire u so much, Im sat here crying after reading his story for the god no's how many times but you are such a strong mummy , even though your strugling at the minute, David would be so so proud of you and i no that for sure,
Im so glad macy is with David now 2 special angels together, Love and strengh as always
Love Kat xxxxxxxx

Katrina Baker July 11, 2009

God bless, baby David, you are there with the angels now.
I had a TOP too, but for very different reasons, i understand your pain. If you ever need a chat, im here xxx

Katie O June 17, 2009

Thank you

Over the past 2 years you have been there for so many things, people say you've missed them but I don't see that. I see you being there every step I take.

And I know you were there all through eleanor's pregnancy and I know you're doing the same this time with Adam. I can't thank you enough for just making me able to to get through each day because although I'm not running tidying up you're toys or pulling my hair out cos you're kicking the football at the patio doors I'm still thankful you're there talking to me when I need you to.

No one else can find things like you can. I only have to ask and it comes to me the last place i had them!!!

You have seen so much in 2 years of you're life in heaven, you've watched Kya grow from Eleanor's size to the cheeky 3 year old she is now, you've watched Eleanor arrive in this world to the little lady pulling herself up on the furniture and smacking her big sister.... and you're watching Adam grow from the tiny flicker we saw at 6 weeks to the gorgeous little dude who had the all clear on his anomoly scan yesterday.

All of this I swear I thank you for every single day, but most of all I just thank you for being my son, and no one else's ......

There isn't a second you're not in my head or my heart, I see you in Eleanor so much, and it's so bittersweet but I know I'm never far apart from you. Heaven may be the other end of the world but to me it's right in my heart.

I love you so much, and even 2 years since you left, that feeling of pure unconditional love will never leave me, cos you'll never stop being my first born son. And no one will ever take that away from you.

I am hoping you will be there every step of the way with Adam and watch as he hopefully screams his way into the world, and watch as in 2 years time he is doing what you should be doing now, and by then you'll be the naughty one whispering in his ear like you do with Kya....

I love you so much son, and I miss you more every day. People assume that you over time things heal and you must "get better" or "move on" when in reality that isn't even an option.

To be you'r emummy is the one thing I am thankful for every day and nothing will ever change that.

I love you my perfect prince xoxoxoxox forever and always

Amanda Beanland (Mother) June 9, 2009

Little Boy Blue

The little toy dog is covered with dust,
But sturdy and stanch he stands;
And the little toy soldier is red with rust,
And his musket moulds in his hands.

Time was when the little toy dog was new,
And the soldier was passing fair,
And that was the time when our Little Boy Blue
Kissed them and put them there.

“New don’t you go till I come,” he said,
“And don’t you make any noise!”
So, toddling off to his trundle bed,
He dreamt of the pretty toys.

And as he was dreaming, an angel song
Awakened our Little Boy Blue….
Oh! The years are many, the years are long,
But the little toy friends are true!

Aye, faithful to Little Boy Blue they stand,
Each in the same old place.
Awaiting the touch of a little hand,
The smile of a little face.

And they wonder
As waiting the long years through
In the dust of that little chair,
What has become of our Little Boy Blue,
Since he kissed them and put them there.

Amanda Beanland (Mother) May 3, 2009

Love you

"I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine," He said.
"For you to love the while he lives and mourn when he is dead,
"It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two or three,
"But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me?

"He'll bring his charms to gladden you, but should his stay be brief,
"You'll have his lovely memories, as solace for your grief,
"I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return,
"But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn.

"I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true,
"And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you.
"Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain,
"Nor hate me when I come to call to take him back again?

I fancied that I heard them say: "Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
"For all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness; we'll love him while we may,
And for happiness we've known forever grateful stay.

"But should the angels call for him much sooner than we'd planned,
"We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand."

Amanda Beanland (Mother) May 3, 2009
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